Oolly geee willickers batman. What next?

Well, this is a picture of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you believe it. I'm loosing my son. I lost my friend. My mom and sister arn't really in my life. My friend in Delaware isn't really in my life anymore. She is too busy. I don't have a job as of the 1st of the year. (just lost my job today) What is next? ...My salvation? LOL (so not funny)

Does God think I am a modern day Job?

But atleast like my husband said, Atleast I have him back. I don't know whether I should laugh or cry.

Any suggestions?

With friends like this who needs enemies? Ever have 1 of those?

I think I'm in the mood to kick a little........................................................................................................

Hey there y'all. So my life is so crazy sometimes. Lately I feel like.....Insanity. NOT enjoy'n every minute of it.

I need some friends. No not the one's you call "friends" and really are just acquantainances from church, stores, or neighbors. I mean a REAL FRIEND. Ya know the one you can tell anything to and they still love ya. The one whom you confide your secrets in and she doesn't judge you but leads you to Christ. The one that will hold you accountable when you feel like your sliding away. Does anyone out there have that kind of friend? The one that "If they were a flower you'd pick them".

Please enlighten, encourage, and empower me with those of you who actually have this kind of friend. I think I will be ok if I atleast know they exist.

You know I have had a couple of women whom I thought were going to be close to this. Well, come to find out they were not. It is sad when you come upon a txt msg that says something about you that wasn't meant for your eyes obviously. That happen to me recently. My own fault for continuing to read. The woman was saying she would have this other person's back and cover any time. They just wanted to be sure to know what to say if I ever came around to talk or ask about this situation.

Just goes to show "Trust in the Lord with all thy heart and lean not on MY OWN understanding" about anything. Including "so called friends".